when i decided to watch the show, i prepared myself for all the tears and the pain and the angst

but i didn’t sign up for this:

DESTIEL- no i didn’t expect this to be hard

COCKLES- just noooooo i didn’t even consider this

OTP PAIN- of course there’s fucking pain

OTP DREAMS everyday of my life you have no idea

and MISHA FUCKING COLLINS- who would’ve thought i’d even become so attached to an actor jesus christ

i can’t